Sweven

Whenever something wrong happens with us, most of us do not find faults in ourselves. Most of us blame the wrong-doers and the whole world seems so unfair. I read this somewhere and I quote, “It’s hard to be bad and do bad after something goes wrong with you. But, it’s harder to be good and do good.”

We all have problems in our life. Life isn’t worth it if there are no problems. But, do we even look into ourselves and see whether we are wrong or not? We are so perfect in our eyes that we can’t see that we can commit mistakes too. However, once we realise there’s bad in us, there’s a devil inside us, things change. We neither feel happy nor feel sad. Appreciations feel like mockery. So, how do you fight your inner demons? How do you survive, knowing that, deep down you have made mistakes and you are wrong and you can’t make ammends? How do you look into your eyes that have this strange pain?

If you ask me, it’s worst. It’s worst when you have been at your best and suddenly, the devil inside smirks at you. It feels so numb, so void. It’s hard to fight the evil in your own heart. It’s hard to battle your own struggles. I don’t know which path is easy for fighting that inner devil. I am myself in a quest, searching for a way to fight for my good against my bad. The most surprising thing is that, when you’re battling your inside world, the outside world is calm. As if, the world too wants you to get into peace with yourself, to fight your bad with your good. An important lesson I got from this realisation was, forgive because none of us are perfect. Only there is a quest for being better.